Advance and Retreat
Many of you are in the early stages of reconciliation. Hopefully, many more estranged parents will reconcile with their adult child.
At some point, after seeing your child again, enjoying more contact, engaging in careful, mind-field avoidant conversations, your child backs away. You’re cautiously optimistic that you’re on track with your child and that life may go back to “normal again.” You’ve had more visits with them, things are good, but then they withdraw again . You may text, but the answers are brief and curt. You try calling but it goes straight to voicemail. You initiate contact by suggesting lunch together, but your child is too busy. Why does this happen?
Reconciling is a complex undertaking. All parties do their best to avoid talking about the gigantic elephant in the room because it’s too painful. The parents are heartbroken because they were treated with such unconscionable disrespect, distain and cruelty. Perhaps your adult child has a partner or spouse who insisted upon your expulsion. Maybe they’re still with this person, who continues to want you gone. Your child may feel caught in the middle, disloyal to the partner for seeing you and guilty for going against their wishes. It’s quite a conundrum, with many scenarios, nuances and emotional pitfalls.
Unfortunately, the success of the reconciliation is largely in the hands of the parents. You’re older, wiser, and understand the importance of forgiveness. You understand that you must put the past where it belongs and stay in the present. You understand that you must welcome your adult child back on his/her own terms. A lot will go unsaid, which can be very frustrating for the parents, but it’s important to keep your objectives in mind: you want healing and you want your child back.
When you experience the advance/ retreat behavior from your child, keep in mind the progress you’ve made so far. Do your best not to get hurt or angry all over again- it will only stall the progress. Don’t lean in. Accept everything as it is and remember that your child will be back again – when he/she is ready. Be patient and take that darned high road, yet again.